I am so incredibly tired today it's not even funny. If I see my pillow before 1:00am this week it will be a miracle-pray for me!
Monday (Labor Day) was nice. I slept in, cleaned house and then helped Jo pick out a new couch for her living room. It was fun and we found a gorgeous one and two chairs to go with it. She's been remodeling for about 9 months and it's finally down to the fun stuff like furniture! Anyway, it was after that that I made my fatal error. I really am brain dead sometimes because I think I made the same mistake last year! I went to
Wal-mart (the
Orem one-closest to
UVSC AND
BYU!) the night before school started at
BYU! The shelves were empty, the aisles crowded like Christmas and the check out line was 30 minutes long-no joke! I love New York city but other than that, crowds like the one at
Wal-mart make me claustrophobic and generally stressed out. Sally was with me and kept me occupied some-when she wasn't
whining about the wait. There were obnoxious students in line behind me talking way too loud-honestly, do they think I and the rest of crowd care about the fact that their car needs brake fluid? Anyway, if I hadn't needed some of the stuff pretty bad I would have walked away from my cart and out the door. I usually shop the Lindon store and will make the extra effort from now on!
Tuesday Text Guy-after coming home at 9:30-remembered he had a poster due on
Thursday and he was working till midnight on Wednesday! So, after doing his math homework till 10:30 we headed for my office to do research on the
Internet and find pictures for his poster. We got home about 11:45 and by the time we got settled and to sleep (me anyway) it was about 1:00. I had got up that morning at 5:30 to walk and had put in my 3 miles before work so it was a pretty long day!
Wednesday I did not get up to walk! I managed to pry Sally out of bed and really believed that once she got going her cold wouldn't bother her too much and sent her off to school. She called about 1:00 and sounded terrible so I went and picked her up. Took her to Wendy's for some edible food (school lunch was a bean burrito!) and stopped at the fruit stand across the street for peaches. Of course they had a box of too ripe ones for only $5 so I couldn't resist and bought them. I'm in to the fatal errors this week! That's the same as buying work because of course they had to be made into jam the same day or they would spoil. So, after waiting forever for Text Guy to get home from football, waiting for him to shower, discovering he had lost his wallet, going back to the school to look for it (never found it) and finally getting him to work at 7:30 (an hour late!), I went into the store with him and bought sugar, pectin and lids for jam. I got home and started in blanching, peeling and chopping. Sally helped and I had the first batch done by 9:15. I finished the last batch about 11:15 (got 16 pints total). Had to wait till midnight to pick up Text Guy from work and so of course, by the time my head hit the pillow it was 1:00 am again.
We'll see what today brings! Football game at 3:30-home game at least! Go Bruins! Then a meeting at 7:30 and then undoubtedly more homework. Sally will put
hers off for sure until I get home and she'll have
plenty because she didn't go to school again today. I let her sleep in and she feels pretty good now but says its 'way to
embarrassing' to go in to school part way through the day. Whatever. I have the same cold but not as bad and am operating on 4 1/2 hours of sleep-oh, I went and walked again this morning- to argue with her.
I hope the walking I'm doing pays off soon. When I started back in January my weight loss slowed to a crawl! I had lost 65 lbs by then and then in the next 4 months I only lost another 10! Then I was sick in June and dropped more, down to a total of 83 but have popped back up to only 78. I lost 1.8 yesterday at weight watchers and I'm trying to be happy about it but considering I gained 3 last week, I'm still not happy. I'm slowly getting back on track with my eating and exercise since being sick in June. Just 37 pounds to goal weight. It seems like a lot but I'm trying to remember how far I've come and that once lost, I'm never going back so I won't ever have to be fat again! Yesterday's lesson was on dreams and maybe there is something to be said of truly making being thin a dream. I suppose it is and has been for the last 18 months but it might help to focus more on the 'dream.'
I'll finish with a little Billy and there's only one line that's appropriate today! "In the middle of the night, I go walking in my sleep..."